Can't you see Lennon looking just like this??? 
I have really been down the last few days wanting to see her, touch her, and hear my sweet baby girl. I just feel like all of this is still just a dream. Since we don't get #'s for the Korea program (well our program we don't) it is very hard. It is like being 7 months pregnant with no signs of it at all. I feel like a mother again and I feel pregnant but I have nothing to show for it but my thoughts and knowing that I am on the WAITING list somewhere out there.
I know the day will come when the phone will ring.....with the wonderful news that says ...."I have your referral of you sweet baby girl!!!" I just can't wait until that day. I love reading all the blogs about others' journey to their baby. One day soon we will be able to share the same news of our daughter. Hurray.... please!!!!
I miss you Lennon and love you so much already and I haven't even seen your sweet face. Your are definitely growing in my heart even if there are NO signs of you growing in my womb or on paper!!!
Love you to the moon and back, Mommy
5 comments:
Sweet message, I am so with you on it!
Oh I feel your pain. The wait can be long especially before a referral. We too are with Holt, and they have been great. Im personally glad we do not get numbers. I think that would drive me crazy always keeping track of a number and what number we are at. Live life to the fullest, go do the things you really want to do, take a little get away, or pamper yourself. Soon your little angel will be home with you! I have felt those same feelings too off and on, I had a tuff week last week also, but had to just give it to God. Isn't it amazing how He knows exactly who she is and knows the perfect time to bring her home!
Have a great night,
Tina
Tina in the above comment said it well...
Hang in there, we are in this together! I too, wonder when we will see our little girl's face and love her soooo much already. What a day that will be when we both get that call... I will be rejoicing with you when it happens!!!
((hugs))
the wait can be so difficult but know that God's timing is perfect and he is waiting for your daughter to be born and grow so that he can reveal her to you in His timing. Hang in there...they are worth the wait!
That is so hard...I did like having numbers..but it made sitting at 1 hard... How much longer do you guess until you get referral??kristi
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